寂寞的浪漫
寂寞的浪漫
在世界另一角落,南非,浪盪。這開場白,可浪漫?
陽光門外,灑。熱空氣,充滿胸腔,春光臨近,我卻納悶。騎馬,我沒去。Safari 我沒闖。躲藏在滿空調商場遊盪。晚飯前兩小時空檔,有的搜羅春裝,有的購置聖誕禮物,我選擇呆在書店,一坐兩小時的閱讀。買下搜尋久已的 Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, it is cheesier than I thought. 但我仍想看它的電影版(可惜又落了畫),加上另一本 Dan Brown’s Digital Fortress. 就是這樣殺掉時間,寂寞的兩小時。
寂寞的時候,我選擇與書本渡過,進入另一人的思域裡思索。他人的浪漫情節,往往構成追思的道具,他人的說話,如有雷同的重複,只須一句一言,自身曾經的浪漫便重組,腦海默哀悼回憶。不過回憶是浪漫,或是痛苦,則因人而異,凡事總有兩面。
晚飯時,有人問我:你是否很主觀的人。我答:我想我不是,人屬聚居類,太主觀不行,easy going 大家都會好過點。我反問他:你覺得我很主觀嗎?他沒有答上。
有些心裡話,我有保留的沒說出來,作自已的保護色。其實有誰敢說自已不主觀,能說些此者,亦甚主觀。經驗是主觀的基礎,已見的支柱。我內心嘗試學習客觀,觀察凡事的兩面。正如,有些同事覺得因功作關系要常離開香港,人在外,悶與寂寞衍生。在行外人眼中,出外工作四處飛是很浪漫的事。
寂寞的背面叫我主觀地代入客觀的好處。今天不在家人身邊,我惦念父母的囉嗦。今天的寂寞,令我有空嘗味書本中的浪漫。
27nov2004 JNB
在世界另一角落,南非,浪盪。這開場白,可浪漫?
陽光門外,灑。熱空氣,充滿胸腔,春光臨近,我卻納悶。騎馬,我沒去。Safari 我沒闖。躲藏在滿空調商場遊盪。晚飯前兩小時空檔,有的搜羅春裝,有的購置聖誕禮物,我選擇呆在書店,一坐兩小時的閱讀。買下搜尋久已的 Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, it is cheesier than I thought. 但我仍想看它的電影版(可惜又落了畫),加上另一本 Dan Brown’s Digital Fortress. 就是這樣殺掉時間,寂寞的兩小時。
寂寞的時候,我選擇與書本渡過,進入另一人的思域裡思索。他人的浪漫情節,往往構成追思的道具,他人的說話,如有雷同的重複,只須一句一言,自身曾經的浪漫便重組,腦海默哀悼回憶。不過回憶是浪漫,或是痛苦,則因人而異,凡事總有兩面。
晚飯時,有人問我:你是否很主觀的人。我答:我想我不是,人屬聚居類,太主觀不行,easy going 大家都會好過點。我反問他:你覺得我很主觀嗎?他沒有答上。
有些心裡話,我有保留的沒說出來,作自已的保護色。其實有誰敢說自已不主觀,能說些此者,亦甚主觀。經驗是主觀的基礎,已見的支柱。我內心嘗試學習客觀,觀察凡事的兩面。正如,有些同事覺得因功作關系要常離開香港,人在外,悶與寂寞衍生。在行外人眼中,出外工作四處飛是很浪漫的事。
寂寞的背面叫我主觀地代入客觀的好處。今天不在家人身邊,我惦念父母的囉嗦。今天的寂寞,令我有空嘗味書本中的浪漫。
27nov2004 JNB
5 Comments:
Any romance in Dan Brown's book? I thought they're all thrillers ... haha. I agreed business trips are not as glamourous as they seem. But South Africa .... hmmm. interesting place. Well, I've another trip this week and I'll probably pick up Deamon and Angels as you recommended. cheers :)
haha. not quite. yet i am reading "travel writing" by L. Peat O'Neil -to learn how to romaning my trips and rebuild my love towards travelling.
i also have "the art of travel" by Alain De Botton -to open my eyes toward the art of travelling. that's what i called romance within the book not exactly a romance book,but a romantic book.
btw. where r u going this time. enough time for romancing the city? or in other terms, finding romance in another countries?
Probably this is my last business trip for the year (thank god!) I haven't start planning my trip yet because I'm busy preparing things for next week ... ar that's crazy. I'll stay in KL Malaysia for 3 days. Glad you've plan to put your trip in perspective... hmm that's what I call a good idea.
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KL. hm...nothing much except the food and fake VCD ...heheeeee.
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